淚水 將我淹沒 到底誰該難過
究竟 是誰放掉 這段感情
我才終於明白 辦不到的承諾 就成了枷鎖
現實中幸福永遠缺貨

請告訴她 我不愛她
笑著難過 自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎 橫了心 說真心謊話

別告訴她 我還想她
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口 就讓沉默 代替所有回答

我不愛 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心話 言不由衷
i`m so lonely.

no matter how you treat me.
no matter how you ignore me.
no matter what it takes.
I will still love you.


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

5:03 AM

21/07/2009
星期二,
雨天.


雨一直下 氣氛不算融洽 在同個屋簷下
你漸漸感到心在變化 你愛著他 也酗]帶著恨吧
青春耗了一大半 原來只是陪他玩耍
正想離開他 他卻拿著鮮花
說不著邊的話 讓整個場面更加尷尬
不可思議嗎 夢在瞬間崩塌
為何當初那麼傻 還一心想要嫁給他
就是愛到深處才怨他 捨不捨得都斷了吧
那是從來都沒有後路的懸崖
就是愛到深處才由他 碎了心也要放得下
難道忘了那愛他的傷 已密密麻麻
不要再為了他掙扎 不要再為他左牽右掛
今後不管他愛不愛誰 快樂嗎 都隨他


this song exactly show my feelings today as well as the weather too....holy mama, it was hell of a day for the past 2 days...i had no time to touch my desktop at all.....omg !! and today is not my day.....i had never been so down since the last time a year ago....i'm still working on PLan A....so lets not mentioned of her, so that i won't get so F**Kin down......well friends.....yeah friends....what are friends ? i mean what are friends for ? its really true of the saying, finding a friend who can cry with you is harder than finding a wife ! 我自问 i treat all of my friends with my heart, really sincerely.....they need help i had never say no unless its out of my boundaries, anything i have i'm willing to share with them if i have any extra....i am even their guinnea pig when they want to find sumone to make fun of....but in the end what i got ? Like Mr. G says....I got SHIT in the end !! when you all want something from, u just have to ask...why do you all need to steal ? you think is funny ? hiding behind the door after stealing ? Is that your defination of friend in your dictionary ? Is that how your parents taught you to treat your friend in such a way ? I'm greatly disappointed....well, i've decided...all of you have your own nice world and i stay at my own silly world....you don't bother me, i don't bother you....河水不烦井水......the weirdest thing is that she were one of them.....i'm seriously angry at them but to her....i'm just like 生气不下....what the heck !!! well...1 thing i'm really sure is that i'm really down today......


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