Friday, July 24, 2009
6:33 AM
24/07/2009
星期五,
阴天.
oh well...today.....huhz !!总算松了口气....i've tell her my feelings toward her....accept or not is up to her now....i just wan her to know that i really do love her.....almost nothing can replace her in my heart...afternoon....2 of her lovers battle....funny thing......me and ban rui....she say no result...is it true ? am i really hopeless ? i really dunno....i'm really confused.....why ? why sometimes she treat me so good and sumtimes she so cool to me ? a sudden change in attitude makes me feel so scared...i scared i 胡思乱想....i scared that i thought i have hope....i scared greater hope comes greater disappointment.....i'm now really down....ah Lim oh ah Lim, when u want to wake up ? she already say no chance for u la !!! wake up la !!!! really down.....really hard to understand her feelings and emotion.....her mind is so hard to grip.....cant really figure out what is she thinking......when i avoid her she seemed to come closer to me....when i try befriend with her, she avoid me...is like playing game....what the heck is all this thing !? but the only thing i noe is that plan A might be executed again..........really hope that i'm dead now so that i don't need to think so many things......ah Lim
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