淚水 將我淹沒 到底誰該難過
究竟 是誰放掉 這段感情
我才終於明白 辦不到的承諾 就成了枷鎖
現實中幸福永遠缺貨

請告訴她 我不愛她
笑著難過 自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎 橫了心 說真心謊話

別告訴她 我還想她
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口 就讓沉默 代替所有回答

我不愛 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心話 言不由衷
i`m so lonely.

no matter how you treat me.
no matter how you ignore me.
no matter what it takes.
I will still love you.


Thursday, July 30, 2009

6:46 AM

30/07/2009
星期四,
晴天.

oh dear....its true what the old folks says..江山易改,本性难移....i'm tryin very hard to change myself....today for the first time for the whole day i speak only one vulgar words...bad boy me....right, at least not like i used to be...i will keep going....i won't give up.....well, i dunno whether this decision is right or wrong but i will go on with it....after open day, which was the last time me and her do things together....i'll stay away from her as far as i could.....if possible, i'll not even talk to her.....anything suffering, let me take it...i don't want her to be pressure and i don't want to annoy my friends bout my case......有什么要受的,就由我来受.....my friends helped me a lot..its time for me to go on myself......一个大男人 cannot handle this things ? I will try....no matter what, i'm still to it>>>I will change myself !!!! 我要改变自己 !!!!


this song......is my song of the day for today...
伤心太平洋-----任贤齐
·°★·°∴° ☆.·°∴°.☆°★°∴°
离开真的残酷吗
或者 温柔才是可耻的
或者 孤独的人无所谓
无日无夜 无条件
前面真的危险吗
或者 背叛才是体贴的
或者 逃避比较容易吧
风言风语风吹沙
往前步一是黄昏
退後一步是人生
风不平 浪不静
心还不安稳
一个岛锁住一个人
我等的船还不来
我等的人还不明白
寂寞默默沈没 沈入海
未来不再我还在
如果潮去心也去
如果潮来你还不来
浮浮沈沈 往事浮上来
回忆回来 你已不在
一波还未平息
一波又来侵袭
茫茫人海 狂风暴雨
一波还来不及
一波早就过去
一生一世 如梦初醒
深深太平洋底 深深伤心



ah Lim

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