淚水 將我淹沒 到底誰該難過
究竟 是誰放掉 這段感情
我才終於明白 辦不到的承諾 就成了枷鎖
現實中幸福永遠缺貨

請告訴她 我不愛她
笑著難過 自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎 橫了心 說真心謊話

別告訴她 我還想她
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口 就讓沉默 代替所有回答

我不愛 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心話 言不由衷
i`m so lonely.

no matter how you treat me.
no matter how you ignore me.
no matter what it takes.
I will still love you.


Thursday, August 6, 2009

7:08 AM

06/08/2009
星期四,
晴天.


the moon tonight is really bright and round.....the old folks said that when you see such beautiful moon, make a wish and your wish will come true.....我来来去去都是哪几个....so...no nid to mention it....adui....why why tell me why.......why everytime also like that 1 ? Everytime when i don't wanna talk to her, she will talk to me.....whenever i wanna talk to her, she ignores me....*RoaR*....can anyone tell me ? Should anyone is able to give me an acceptable reason or why she do this to me, i'll give him/her a treat......actually, the same thing.....i might be big and look tough...but i can't withstand all these things....i'm fragile at these things....honestly, whenever she is close with my friends, i feel down or maybe this is what we called jealous........GCNF, my friend said....my ass, no one has the 资格 to call me like this, i treat my friends fully with my heart.....now, i can be said as coward...i have no courage to face these challenges, i have no courage to face her, i don't even have the courage to say Hi or Bye to her.......dunno what to say la.....people always say 船到桥头自然直....but i don't really want to suffer all this things....its really pain....Js punch me also not that pain....i can say i am able to withstand any physical injuries but when it comes to emotional injuries, a minor one would have be suffering and now whatever i'm facing right now isn't a minor one..........her pride has build a great wall, really strong that i can't get up.....God or anyone, is there really no chance for me and her to be together ?


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