Wednesday, August 26, 2009
6:11 AM
26/08/2009
星期三，
阴天
什么是真心 ？
什么是真爱 ？
是不是当一个人愿意为了爱人付出
就是真心 ？
是不是当一个人愿意为了爱人牺牲
就是真爱 ？
做了傻仔那么久，
早就应该发现
世界上，没有所谓的真心
没有所谓的真爱
既然现在知道了，
我又何必勉强自己去期待些
没有结果的事 ？
为什么还在等你的消息 ？
说了好多篇不要想那么多，
*想通了* 这三个字
一直挂在嘴边
可是我对你，还是放不下
我还是对你念念不忘
我还是放不开
如果可以选择的话
我宁愿我自己不回来 SSB
让我之前的回忆都不存在
不是更好吗 ？
nowadays, feel that our relationship has go weaker
friends and friends...
those days, we used to be together always
playing, smiling, crazy-ing
now...everything changed
feel like everyone had changed including me, myself
perhaps, everyone was busy with their own business
perhaps i'm really that annoying
perhaps actually everyone don't like me
perhaps it's only happening on me
i don't know....feeling lonely nowadays
tons of problems keep surrounding me
last time, i would love to go school
but now....i really don't know where should i belong to
afraid to go school, don't feel like staying at home
no place to go, no one to talk to.....
perhaps, i myself should have a look on myself
i think i seriously need to make a different...
i now swear in the name of god
starting from tuesday...i shall shut my mouth in school
talk to no one, stay with no one
from now onwards, I'm on myself
i need no one's care, i need no one's attentionah Lim
wearedriftingapart-
